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Everybody's Changing
Keane

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
fading into beautiful life
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

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Gw ga pernah tau lagu ini tentang apa..
Tapi pada suatu pagi gw dengerin lagu itu,,
dan gw terhenyak ama liriknya..

You say you wander 'your own land'
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

yap,,'it's like you always having your 'own land' dmana semua yang lo inginkan ada di sana,,tapi, somehow I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes

yah,,what should i say about this lyrics??
gw hanya yakin bahwa lo akan sembuh,,dan sekarang..lo udah merasa lebih baik kan??

So little time
Try to understand that I
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name

Hmm,,so sorry that you only have so little time,,tapi gw yakin itu yang terbaik buat lo..You feel way-ly better, rite?? ya, lo udah make a move to keep stay in the game..tapi He has his own rule..

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
fading into beautiful light

There he goes..
Ya..kamu udah pergi..tapi aku tau kamu udah sampai di kehidupan yang lebih indah...

Cik,,gw yakin disana lo dah tenang..
Dan gw cuma mau bilang kalo semua yang disini bakal inget sama kenanganlo...

kebiasaan yang membunuh

Kebiasaan yang membunuh itu..

benar2 membunuh..

Kenapa aku ga boleh nangis untuknya??

Kenapa aku ga boleh mengingatnya??

Aku ga bermimpi dia akan kembali disampingku..

Aku hanya ingin mengenangnya..

Aku hanya ingin kalian tahu..

Betapa menanti dering telepon yang sudah kuset khusus untuknya itu menyakitkan..

Betapa pada saat dering itu masih berbunyi..

aku terkadang menolaknya..

Betapa saat dering itu masih sering terdengar..

Aku sering mengatakan padanya betapa dia menggangguku..

Dia tahu aku bercanda..

semoga dia tahu itu..

Karena kini,,

aku begitu merindukan dering itu..

Begitu ingin dering itu berbunyi lagi..

dan mendengar sapa mesranya..

Entah mana yang lebih sering kuucapkan padanya..

Apakah bahwa aku begitu bosan mendengar ceritanya..betapa dia mengganggu hari tenangku..

Atau bahwa aku begitu bersyukur memilikinya sebagai sahabatku,,pacar gelapku,,kekasihku,,bayi manjaku,,musuhku,,semua yang kadang ada pada dirinya..

Entah aku lebih sering menyakitinya..

Atau aku cukup menunjukkan padanya betapa aku menyayanginya..

Karena aku tak pernah merasa cukup menunjukkan padanya..

Betapa berharganya dia..

Dan setelah dia pergi..

Aku tahu..

Betapa ia telah memberikanku jauh lebih banyak dari apa yang aku minta dan aku butuhkan..

Dan betapa aku telah begitu sedikit memenuhi keinginannya..

Aku merindukannya..

you said..but you left

Huh, you said that we will eat together at Hanamasa..

You told us that we will have a nice trip to Bali..

You said that you want to buy black shoes for your graduation..

You told me that we have to sing along together at Inul Vista for hours..

You said that no one could be the first anygirl's boyfriend but you..

And..you know what?

we will eat at Hanamasa next week, but you won't there..

Maybe we will fly to Bali, but maybe not for a nice trip..

You dont have to buy the black shoes for your graduation, since you love your brown huspuppies shoes..

We will sing along in Inul Vista with silence..

And, now, my boyfriend would be the first boyfriend for me..after all...

Hmm..

You said that Esia is the best solution for our communication..

But, you'll never call me again then..