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March 24, 2011

posting pamer

Kalo posting berikut ini, purely pamer saya semata.
Sudah berbulan-bulan menginginkannya, akhirnya saya mendapatkan ini:

Terima kasih D, kadonya. Ah, You SM*SH Me D. You know me so well..
*joget2* *tarik2kerahbaju*

March 22, 2011

Perfect Birthday Party

Hello Lovely readers,

Well First of all, I feel so blessed with all the great greetings from my friends and family. You all are awesome! THANK YOU ALL!! And I would say that I had one of the greatest birthday ever, Yes 20th of March is my birthday. I'll tell you why.

But before that, I'll give you a trivia Quiz, Have you read or did you know about "Peace Psychology?"

20 March 2011
Okay, The day was just began (for me). D was at home for my Birthday *thanks dear*. I've planned that I would stay at home and cook for my beloved ones. My family. But then, D's phone rang. His professor asked him to substitute himself to accompany a Professor from Ohio State University, Mr. Dan Christie. This name rang a bell for me, but, with my limited memory capacity, (i thought) the bell was a false alarm.*And I was like, hmm.. Meh..*

But then, D asked me to accompany him, and since I didn't want to ruin my mood in my birthday, I decided to accompany him to accompany this Professor. I asked several questions about Dan Christie, to make sure that i dress-up properly. Then I got the fact that He's This Dan Christie. He wrote Peace Psychology book with his friends. Then I know That IT was not a false alarm. It was the bell. I know I knew him! It was like WOOHOO. I was so excited. What a great present I'd have!
***
Me and D arrived at TMII, waiting for Dan and Ruth (D's classmate). After 50 minutes waiting, We met them, and there's something I should tell you, He's with his wife and his wife is so *oh my god* beautiful. I mean REALLY BEAUTIFUL. Me and Ruth (or is it me only?), were starring at her, in awe, OFTENLY. Once again, She's so beautiful, that i might be a lil bit jealous with her beauty. *did you see it in my eyes, Ruth?* bahahaha.

So the story goes. We started the tour with Sky lift-ing. Then met *ehm*
the guide *those almost waste out time in one Museum. (sorry to tell this, but he's killing me).* Then we had sight-seeing at Kota Tua after had 'vintage-ice-cream' party at Ragussa. Weew. We shared some stories. *thanks God mostly about life. If it was about theories, I think I should blame all the spiders in my dull-brain.*

The Tour was great, but what made the day became perfect was we shared the time with them. With Dan, Sue, D and Ruth. This husband-and-wife-intimacy was so awesomely cool. I can see love in their eyes and their smiles. How they enjoy their relationship. How they kindly shared their experiences, and listen to our stories. *Me and Ruth sometimes wondering (or hoping, exactly) that we would have this when we grow older with our spouses.*

Hhh, I could spend 100 pages to write in awe about Mr. Dan and Madam Sue, about our trip, about what I took as my birthday present. *but no one would read* bahaha.
So, I'll stop here. Still in Awe. A bit jealousy. And dozens of good memories.

Alhamdulillah.

*I'll put some pictures later, I left the camera at home*
*blame the dull-brain*

March 16, 2011

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Beberapa orang bertanya tentang posting saya, yang memang saya hapus kemarin.
Postng itu saya buat sesaat setelah berita tentang Bom di Komunitas Utan Kayu.
Pertama, Saya akan memohon maaf karena posting tersebut akhirnya saya hapus.
Kedua, ijinkan Saya memaparkan terlebih dahulu alasan Saya menghapusnya. Saya merasa tulisan tersebut sangat emosional (sedih). Dan sebagian isinya berupa doa, percakapan yang saya lakukan kepada Allah. Pada saat menulisnya, Saya memang sangat terbawa suasana. Saya berharap dan berdoa. Lalu tertuanglah doa-doa tersebut, mengalir melalui jemari saya yang menari di atas keyboard, sampai akhirnya muncul di blog saya.
Ketika saya membaca, Saya merasa ini terlalu emosional dan haru biru. Maka, Saya putuskan untuk menghapusnya.

Beberapa bagian dari posting tersebut yang bisa saya bagi:

.Lakum Dinukum Waliyaddin.



Sudah ya, kalo Saya tulis semua, nanti tidak ada bedanya dengan yang saya hapus.
Dan Saya yakin semua manusia itu baik.

March 15, 2011

cute childhood love story

Ihhik, watched several videos came with the video I posted, I found this Cute commercial:
Cute isn't it? anyway, I had this kinda cute 'childhood' love story. Silly dream about future love life. There were two boys fighting on the field, One was claiming he was my boy, another one was claiming he was my 'brother'. But the first one got jealous with the second one. The hilarious part was, when they were fighting, There was an old lady ran to them with a broom and yelled them "This is My Field and you may not fighting here!!" Then the show was over. Bahaha.

Anyway, there was another dream built at that time, that would remain as a story. Not a dream. Coz the dream i have now, is about Me and D. ;)

Whom do we live for?

I was preparing a workshop, then I tried to find a nice video to be shown at the workshop. Then I found this video:
If you think that you live for nothing, no one. Think again.

March 14, 2011

:') ..thank you, D..

I found this:

"..keteraturan dan kebiasaan mengaburkan peranan besar seorang perempuan yang selama ini menjadi mata, telinga, dan hati bagiku.. (...) ... Aku pun menyadari bahwa aku kurang bijaksana dalam merespon keistimewaan yang biasa perempuan itu berikan untuk pasangannya, aku persepsi sebagai kebiasaan, padahal dibalik setiap hal yang biasa itu ada hal luar biasa. Sesuatu yang berharga dan tak ternilai..."




March 12, 2011

tentang kamu, tentang pulang

Seharian menghadapi pekerjaan.
Orang-orang.
Kadang ada kekesalan, kemarahan, kepenatan yang ingin kutuangkan.
Dan aku tau, saat nanti kita bertemu, kamu yang akan mendengarkan.
Aku siapkan sejuta hujatan dan umpatan atas apa yang kurasakan.
Karena aku tau, kamu pasti mendengarkan.
Maka, saat kita bertemu.
Aku duduk di sebelahmu.
Kamu tersenyum.
Aku diam.
Menikmati senyummu.
Menikmati wangimu yang menenangkanku.
Menikmati telapak tanganmu di atas kepalaku.
Seakan menyalurkan ketenangan.
Memberiku kedamaian.
Kamu tidak lagi perlu mendengarkan.
Aku tidak lagi ingin menceritakan.
Aku hanya ingin duduk di sampingmu.
Hanya ingin pulang.
Hanya ingin kamu.

March 03, 2011

Apa Salahku?

Pagi ini memilih mendengarkan radio dibandingkan playlistku sendiri. Dan disambut dengan lagu ini:

Pertama mendengar, saya langsung berpikir, "lagu apa sih nih?" ternyata keingintahuan membawa saya mendengarkannya sampai habis. Ahahaha.. D'masiv.. Kenapa sebagian besar lagunya menyalahkan orang lain ya? *sama kayak saya* *eh*

ini liriknya:

Apa Salahku?
D'Masiv

apa salahku kau buat begini
kau tarik ulur hatiku hingga
sakit yang kurasa

apa memang ini yang kamu inginkan
tak ada sedikit pun niat tuk
serius padaku

* katakan yang sebenarnya
jangan mau tak mau
seperti ini

reff:
akhirnya kini aku mengerti
apa yang ada di pikiranmu selama ini
kau hanya ingin memainkan perasaanku
tak ada hati, tak ada cinta

apa memang ini yang kamu inginkan
tak ada sedikit pun niat tuk
serius kepadaku

Apa salahmu? Ngga, Kamu ngga pernah salah. :)